It has been a long time... this blog is so abandoned. But somehow needed somewhere to let out my thoughts and feelings.

In short, I am a lousy girl friend. Really lousy. Always expecting things but never able to carry them out myself. It is all about me, myself and I. I know it is wrong but I can't seem to snap out of it. I thought my current relationship will be better but it is starting to have shades of my previous relationships. It is hurting to the other party. I am starting to lose my temper more and more often. Not a good sign........

Something is wrong with me...